dreams under the midnight sun

For a while I forgot that she exists. Somewhere along the last few years I lost her, in my track of trying to fit into someone else’s bowl. I became weak and I couldn’t find my balance. I became blind as to what the other world could offer me. I went into an oblivion, into a place that I was almost lost. At first I thought it was paradise. But it was not.

I kinda miss the person I used to be. I get caught up in all these things, thinking it was the cool thing to do. Then I realised it was only temporary and the only person that will stick to you no matter what is yourself. And I got myself back.

I will never let her go again.